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This is regarding the bomb
that went off in my head.
the radiation
spreads and spreads.
The memories
seeping through the walls.
try and lock the door,
try and run, away from it all.
When I sleep eternally,
my life becomes a word,
my life becomes a sound.
How could you say that?
How could you say that?
How could you say that?
How could you say that?
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2. |
Perception Projected
04:46
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The only difference between
the living and the dead:
The living have all of these
thoughts inside their heads.
But I envy them,
'cause I am not the same.
The thoughts are shot
while their running through my brain.
I've got
a love hate relationship with my mind.
I try to care more,
for those I leave behind.
I'd like to say,
that I don't care,
that I don't mind,
that I'm alright.
The man is gone
and she puts the kids to bed.
Lights go out
and darkness fills my head.
Dreams come back
of what once was.
Looking out the window,
I am dreaming of
my best friend
that's getting put down.
If I don't get up
then just let me drown.
I'd like to say,
that I don't care,
that I don't mind,
that I'm alright.
I'm alright.
I'm alright.
My perception projects itself
onto you,
like a movie screen
that I'm living through.
I don't feel old yet
but I know one thing's true.
When I grow up
I don't wanna be you!
So I won't say
that I don't care,
that I don't mind,
or that I'm alright.
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3. |
Water Vision
04:18
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And as the snow
falls through the
cracks in your floor,
I joke about the silence
that we've never heard before.
Through the cracks
I can see
through your heart,
and the silence
that is carries
it came from the start.
Beneath the ground
is where they'll hide
(I don't know you,
but you don't too)
Coming out
and letting them inside
But underneath
your house
they're tunneling, tunneling down.
Nothing left
but a frame
a moving breathing frame of a man.
(Ambience)
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4. |
What You Need
03:43
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I hide behind
my walls of sand.
They're not strong
but they block out the light.
I'm never gonna be
a perfect man.
I'll let you down with my
anxiety and fright.
I can't be
what you want me to be
and I don't have
what you need.
What's the secret to
your perfect world?
I'd like to know
can you tell?
How do you
make it look so easy,
while I'm in a living hell?
I don't know
what you want from me
but I don't have
what you need.
The journey to the stars
will never happen if I'm
afraid to jump.
Stuck inside
a vessel of abandon.
Afraid of change,
afraid of any more!
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5. |
Intermission
02:00
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(INTERMISSION)
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6. |
Euphoria
06:05
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Teeth like
hot coals
my eyes deceive my soul
God spoke to me so gently,
"Son you're not alone. I'll show you for a small fee."
But the world was not enough for you,
you wanted more.
So you reached into the pockets
of a man,
on a bed,
that a dead man lived in
until you told him he could not afford euphoria.
You frighten me by showing me these things
like the end of the world
and places I'd never want to be,
and say, "Trust in me or die."
How could I,
when all you do is frighten me?
You scare the Hell out of me.
You scare the Death out of me.
(ASCENSION)
[interview with minister]
Minister: Religion is always in the control business, and so they created this fiery place which has, quite literally, scared the hell out of a lot of people.
Interviewer: But wait a minute, you're saying that Hell; the idea of a place under the earth or somewhere where you're tormented for an eternity is actually an invention of the church???
M: Oh yes. The church doesn't like for people to grow up. The people don't need to be born again, they need to grow up. They need to accept their responsibilities for themselves in the world.
Up in the light
there is a blindness
that will consume
your soul.
Down below
the embers burn
the dead will suffer
because he said so.
[interview]
Interviewer: What do you make of the theology these days in America which is that there is one guaranteed way not to go to hell, and that is to accept jesus as your personal savior.
Minister: Every church I know claims that we are the true church. That they have some ultimate authority; we have the infallible pope, we have the inherit bible. The idea that the truth of God can be bound in any human system, by any human creed, by any human book, is almost beyond imagination for me.
But the world was not enough for you,
you wanted more.
So you reached into the pockets
of a man,
on a bed,
that a dead man lived in
until you told him he could not afford euphoria.
But that was not enough for you,
you need control.
So you cut down nonbelievers
and their mothers
and their sisters!
The children run
until you told them
they were not alone.
You hold their hand.
And they say,
"I'll come with you
till it's me up on that bed.
I will wait until I'm dead
to know that lies are all you said."
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7. |
Look out Ahead
05:06
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I got four walls
around my head and
I got my dog
she's in my bed and
my friends are gone
I'm leavin' them tomorrow.
I got my pencil
with no eraser
the posters on
my walls are paper
thin. Again,
I look at them
and these things are tellin' me,
That it's a fucking party!
Look out
ahead
I think
I lost
my head
tonight.
When you told me
I took you too literally.
Look at
the stains
inside my brain
failed attempts
for fame
flow through
my veins.
Yeah my life's a fucking party!
My head is filled
with false revisions.
I see through you
with tunnel vision,
and you're so scared
you'd never even go there.
But if you let me inside your feelings
then I will give your life meaning
and you won't feel alone
even when you're alone.
Not even when you're alone.
Not even when you're alone.
Not even when you're alone.
No not even when you're alone.
You're alone.
You're alone.
You're alone!
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8. |
Emmanouel
04:43
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Emmanouel.
You're lookin' so good.
You must be doing well.
Emmanouel.
Every night
you come home
to the perfect wife.
You'll never die alone.
No you'll never die alone.
But the guilt will build.
How do you manage that many lives?
I see right through
the smokey room and into your eyes!
Oh Emmanouel,
oh Emmanouel
how do you do it?
Born ahead of your time,
you never look behind.
You tell your friends that you've changed for the better
and they have all stayed the same.
Yeah they have all stayed the same.
Every year
you come home
to a mother that loves you.
You'll never die alone.
No you'll never die alone.
But the guilt has built,
and you can't manage this anymore.
You run away to a safer place
to be alone.
Oh Emmanouel,
oh Emmanouel
how can you do it.
Look around,
Look around at
the people,
the people.
Look around,
Look around at
the people,
the people
are watching you!
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9. |
Night Watchers
06:42
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Dead mentally.
All words fail.
A glimpse of sleep
is far from me.
I can't see you
with the clouds inside my brain.
Dead night watchers
feel my pain.
But the wind will speak to me,
with the arms of the trees as prayer.
A bad sound follows me.
Sleep is out of reach.
But the wind will speak to me,
with the arms of the trees as prayer.
A bad sound follows me.
Sleep is out of reach.
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